Tuesday, April 28, 2026

Seeking Time: Begin Again

I said recently that back during the fourteen years that I was writing about time regularly, "I was
hungry for ways to get things done and sometimes even finding a few." 

One of my favorite fews is begin again.

Yes, Begin Again Comes from Meditation, Not Time Management

Begin Again is a concept from meditation. In Meditation for Fidgety Skeptics authors Dan Harris, Jeff Warren, and Carlyle Adler describe beginning again as the most important step in meditation. "The whole game is to notice when you're distracted, and begin again. And again. And again." Kelly McGonigal says In The Willpower Instinct that having to keep bringing your wandering mind back to your breath (beginning again) while meditating develops the brain. 

In my dabbling in meditation I have never seen begin again used as anything but a positive. 

That's Right. We've Done Nothing Wrong


I consider beginning again on a par with the writing advice to keep your butt-in-chair or write every day. The main difference is that beginning again doesn't involve guilt. Butt-in-chair and write every day carry with them a sense of othering. "Keeping your butt in a chair is what we writers do." "To be a writer, you have to write every day." 

But, remember, most of us are the kinds of writers who can't support ourselves with our writing. We've got a day job to keep us alive. For many of us, there are kids, sick relatives, moves to be made, newly diagnosed illness, depression over our lousy careers, existential dread...Those things are all going to happen and keep us, at least at times, from keeping those butts in chairs and writing every day. Kelly McGonigal has said (again In The Willpower Instinct) that self-criticism undermines motivation and self-control, leading us to give in, to give up. Feeling we are less than because we're being judged for not being able to live like writers are supposed to live is unlikely to be a positive for us.

Beginning again can be. We can get past those life issues or find a way to deal with them and then we can begin again.   

You Can Look Forward to Beginning Again


When we've done the begin again thing a few times, we find ourselves looking forward to it. Maybe it's because beginning again means whatever was standing in the way of our writing is over or we're managing it now. Maybe it's because we like sitting at our laptop in whatever passes as our workspace and know we'll enjoy getting back there again. Maybe it's because we're writers, and writers like nothing better than being able to begin writing again.

To paraphrase Dan Harris and company, "The whole game is to begin again. And again. And again." 


Saturday, April 25, 2026

The Reading History Project: Yes, I Am Obsessed with Frederick Jackson Turner

Frederick Jackson Turner is a historian who could be said to have gone down in history pretty much for what amounts to an essay, The Significance of the Frontier in American History 1893.*   According to Colin Woodard in How the Myth of the American Frontier Got Its Start in Smithsonian, Turner arranged to have Significance of the Frontier in American History published in the American History Association's annual report, taught his thesis to graduate history classes, and lectured about it, but he never wrote a book on the subject. Yet in Does Turner Still Live? Considerations on the Popular Afterlife of The American Frontier by Walter Nugent in The Athenaeum Review describes the essay's influence up until the 1970s and '80s.

I first heard of Turner's essay in high school. I got a totally wrong impression about what the thing was about that I carried with me for many years. So many years. This is my misinterpretation:

In The Closing of the American Frontier, Frederick Jackson Turner said that the frontier served as a place for Easterners who didn't fit in where they were to move where there weren't so many social restrictions and they could get along better. Turner was concerned about what would happen when there was no longer an American frontier and society had no place to send these people.  

Let's be clear, Turner did not write anything called The Closing of the American Frontier. In the nine pages of excerpts that I read from the essay he did write, The Significance of the Frontier in American History 1893, I found nothing about the frontier being used as a dumping ground for Easterners who didn't fit in in Boston and Hartford. 

Did I come up with this myself, as a result of watching too may Westerns on TV while growing up? I have to say, I'm wondering about my high school history teacher now. Was this some kind of Turner interpretation when he was at UVM back in the day? Is it a Turner spin he came up with himself, as a person who reads history?

Also, why did I remember this, particularly since it was wrong?

At any rate, Turner's actual essay, The Significance of the Frontier in American History 1893, was embraced for generations. Though Turner didn't write a book about it, himself, he and Significance of the Frontier turn up in other historians' books to this very day.

What Jackson Really Said About the Frontier

In Significance of the Frontier, Turner argues that

 "Up to our own day American history has been in a large degree the history of the colonization of the Great West. The existence of an area of free land, its continuous recession, and the advance of American settlement westward, explain American development."

This experience, happening over and over again as the people on the East coast moved West, settled, then moved further West "promoted the formation of a composite nationality for the American people." 

He describes conflicts between East and West, saying, "The East has always feared the result of an unregulated advance of the frontier, and has tried to check and guide it." Nonetheless, "Steadily the frontier of settlement advanced and carried with it individualism, democracy, and nationalism, and powerfully affected the East and the Old World."

The frontier experience made all of America what it was, not just Western America.

Note that Turner writes about the "existence of an area of free land." He mentions it more than once. And how does he define "frontier?" "...the meeting point between savagery and civilization."

I will also point out here that these days the word "colonization" carries some negative connotations involving oh, taking land from others, enslavement, destroying cultures, and other things of that nature.

What Others Have to Say about Turner

A Historian of His Times. In These Truths: A History of the United States Jill Lepore describes what was going on in the field of history in the late nineteenth century when Turner delivered his paper. History, like other fields then, was professionalizing. Turner was one of the first Americans to hold a doctorate in history. He read his paper at a meeting of The American Historical Association, which had only been founded in 1884. Lepore says: 

"...historians borrowed from the emerging social sciences, relying on quantitative analysis to understand how change happens."  

How does Turner begin The Significance of the Frontier in American History? With a quote from the 1890 Census. 

"Up to and including 1880 the country had a frontier of settlement, but at present the unsettled area has been so broken into by isolated bodies of settlement that there can hardly be said to be a frontier line. In the discussion of its extent, its westward movement, etc., it can not, therefore, any longer have a place in the census reports."

He was using a quantitative analysis of something from the present rather than something from the past in his material but by turning to something so scientific he was marking himself as being from and of his period. In fact, the AHA meeting where he presented his paper was held during the Columbian Exposition in Chicago where all kinds of new things were displayed. They had a Ferris wheel! 

A Historian Who Said Something People Liked Megan Kate Nelson writes about Turner in the recently published  The Westerners: Mythmaking and Belonging on the American Frontier. She's not the only writer to point out that Turner's reading of his essay didn't immediately take the academic world by storm. She says that pre-Turner most historians believed the United States became the United States because of European influence. In fact, Turner may be talking about that when he refers to "germs" in his paper. "Our early history is the study of European germs developing in an American environment."

But according to Nelson popular perception of the "Great West" supported Turner. Novels featured Indian fighters saving white families, painters romanticized Western landscapes, and government policies (providing that free land Turner talks about) encouraged people in the East to go West. Turner was preaching to a choir that already believed in a frontier story they thought explained them even if they'd never been West of the Mississippi. Or West of anything. That's mythic.   

A Historian Whose Thesis Is Now Dated.  Remember I asked you to note that Turner writes about the "existence of an area of free land" and defines "frontier" as "...the meeting point between savagery and civilization?" 

Well.

In Thinking About History Sarah Maza says,

"Turner's vision of early Americans marching into "free land" is today discredited by our awareness that in most cases the lands European pioneers trekked into and grabbed already had owners, namely indigenous peoples, and were not theirs to claim by right or destiny."

Nowadays we are also likely to recognize that areas described in the past by Europeans as "savage" and "uncivilized" did have civilizations, they were just not civilizations familiar to Europeans and therefore deemed savage. 

A Historian Who May Have Been Ready to Move on Even If American Culture Wasn't 


In How the Myth of the American Frontier Got Its Start, Colin Woodard says that Frederick Jackson Turner eventually rethought his frontier theory. 

"...he had been relying too narrowly on the experiences in his own region of the Upper Midwest, which had been colonized by a settlement stream originating in New England. In fact, he found, the values he had ascribed to the frontier's environmental conditioning were actually those of this Greater New England settlement culture..."

Turner is supposed to have spent years working on a project that didn't treat the frontier as some kind of unifying force but instead involved the differences among America's various sections. But, Woodard says, Turner was a procrastinator. The work was never completed.

Instead The Significance of the Frontier in American History continued to be taught for decades, promoting a belief in American characteristics involving individualism, democracy, and nationalism.  

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*This link directs you to nine pages of excerpts, which is all I read.


Friday, April 24, 2026

Friday Done List April 24

Goal 1. Write And Publish Adult Short Stories, Essays, and Humor  

  • Some basic revision of the prose poem I began in a workshop last week.
  • Made a submission!
  • Revised a blog post I'd forgotten about into an essay for submission.
  • Submitted the essay I just told you about.
  • Wrote a blog post I hope will become part of a series/arc I'll publish directly at Medium. A case of using the blog for actual writing/first drafts.
  • Wrote a draft of a blog post for the Reading History Project that I hope to revise to submit to a Medium publication.
  • Finally got a little market research done. Swung this because I had to spend time in a waiting room while someone had a medical test. Got on the office's WIFI!

Goal 2. Build Community/Market Work/Brand Myself and My Work


  • Someone made a lovely comment on BlueSky about Happy Kid! Which I then reposted and wrote about on Facebook.




Goal 3. Submit Book-length Work to Agents and Editors 

  • Made a submission!





 

Saturday, April 18, 2026

Seeking Time: A 24-Hour Readathon? In My Day, We Did 48.

I learned of Dewey's 24-Hour Readathon, which is happening today, nine minutes before it started. For a hot second I considered being all impulsive, dropping everything, and taking part. Believe me, I have way more than 24-hours of reading to do. But in my search for time, I'm try to stay on-task, and the task this Saturday involves some invasive plants at the back of my yard and a wide array of additional activities both work- and personal-related. Taking a day off to read will have a bad impact on how I use my time next week.

But a community reading binge is very attractive. I know, because I've done them.

The 48-Hour Book Challenge


I believe I have a couple of readers still with me from back in the day when there was a children's lit blogger community. And for ten years that community took part in The 48-Hour Book Challenge. We didn't just read for 48-hours. We blogged about what we were reading. We were fierce.

Karen Yingling of Ms. Yingling Reads ran a #MGReadathon in 2022 that I took part in. I don't read many children's books these days, so I don't know if that's still happening. 

I think there are definite benefits to binge reading, and I've been trying to work what I think of as a targeted weekend reading retreat into my life for months. I'm struggling to find the time to do that.



Friday, April 17, 2026

Friday Done List April 17

 Goal 1. Write And Publish Adult Short Stories, Essays, and Humor 

  • Started a new humor piece. Not one of the new humor pieces I've been thinking about starting for weeks, but a totally different humor piece.
  • Took a workshop during which I started 3 prose poems, all variations of the same material. Which I think I might turn into a piece of flash fiction, my original idea, after all.
  • Started a blog post that I am already thinking about revising to submit elsewhere.


Goal 2. Build Community/Market Work/Brand Myself and My Work


Goal 3. Submit Book-length Work to Agents and Editors 


  • Checked a couple of hours ago, and an agent I'm interested in submitting to has finally reopened. On next week's To Do List.

Goal 4. Begin Some Writing on the 19th Century Novel Idea


  • Some thoughts. Some notes.



Monday, April 13, 2026

I Don't Think I've Written About Bratz v Anthropic. How Did I Miss That?

Pirated!
Bratz v Anthropic, or "the Anthropic case," as it's known at my house, was a big topic of discussion in my home for months last winter. Part of this is because I have a book involved and am thus a claimant in the class-action suit. Part of this is because we have a deceased family member who is also a
claimant. 

I see a lot of rage regarding the case and artificial intelligence in general on Facebook. On Medium, I see a lot of people writing about the glories of AI, even though Medium supposedly doesn't allow AI-generated writing. Or it hasn't in the past. Things are always changing there.

Bratz vs. Anthropic is confusing. I was confused about the two-part decision originally, but I think I've got it down now, and I have a couple of links to help explain what happened.

What Was Going On


Richard W. Stevens writes in Can AI Legally Be Trained Using All the Books in the World? | Mind Matters that Anthropic trained its chatbot, Claude, by creating a huge data base of copyrighted books. It got these books in two ways:

  • It purchased hardcover books, tore them apart, and scanned them. According to Benj Edwards in Anthropic Destroyed Millions of Print Books to Build its AI Models these were used books. Anthropic was not going to its local independent bookseller or placing an order with publishers and paying full price.  
  • It got digital books for free from pirate sites. They're called pirate sites, because they're full of stolen books.
In either case, the issue was whether copying these books for the use of training a computer program without the copyright holders' permission was copyright infringement.

Nobody Got a Full Win Here


The court found:
  • Acceptable:  The court ruled that Anthropic using used books it purchased, copied, and trained its program on was fair use, because people can do what they want with a book after they purchase it.*  Also, evidently training a computer program is considered teaching, and teaching books, say in schools, is also fair use. This is the portion of the decision I didn't originally understand. It wasn't clear in early articles that Anthropic had paid something to somebody. There was a sense that they had just taken work directly from writers, possibly because the books were secondhand, therefore authors didn't gain anything from the Anthropic purchase. 
  • Unacceptable: Anthropic taking digital books from pirate sites to do whatever it wants with was not acceptable. Presumably because pirate sites steal books, and Anthropic was knowingly accepting stolen goods. On TV that's always frowned on. I guess the people at Anthropic didn't watch the same shows I do.
As Stevens says at the end of his article "the decision tends to encourage AI systems that train on other people's written works, so long as those works are either paid for or in the public domain."


Why Do Writers Care About AI?


Well, I'll tell you this writer's main issues with AI in publishing: 
  1. Flooding the market with books, producing more material than the reading public can possibly consume and thus making it even more difficult for writers to afford to write. It's already difficult. It's been difficult for a long time. 
  2. Lowering the overall quality of work produced, because AI isn't particularly accurate or literate at this point, and it enables people without knowledge of writing to produce lesser quality work and overwhelm the marketplace with it.
  3. And, yes, I have concerns about AI being created with the intellectual property of writers who didn't have the option of choosing to be part of the project, some of whom were actually robbed of their intellectual property.
I've been hearing about too many books being published for probably twenty years. I'm talking before self-publishing became big and produced three and a half million books last year compared to poor little trad publishing's 600,000 and change

What happens when you have that many books being produced? 

Consider Coral Hart (not her real name) who claims that using AI she was able to write and self-publish 200 romance novels on Amazon last year. She's supposed to have racked up total sales of around 50,000 books. Get your calculators out, folks. That means she sold around 250 copies per book. That's probably not bad, since this article claims many self-published books sell fewer than 100 copies in their lifetimes

But imagine a multitude of Coral Hart's writing and publishing 200 AI-generated books a year. She teaches classes on how to use AI to write books. Indirectly, she could be responsible for a lot more AI books. More and more and more books to buy and read. 

You know what we don't have, though? More and more and more people to buy those books and read them.

It's interesting that Hart's got the side job teaching, because I see many writers doing that sort of thing now. Traditionally writers have had day jobs as professors, teachers, librarians, and bookstore owners. Insurance executives. But now I see writers are coming up with income producing gigs like running writers' retreats or businesses as on-line writing coaches. Just recently I learned that a rather well-known writer is selling on-line writing products that I don't understand, but they cost anywhere from 4 to 14 dollars. 

Why? Presumably because they can't sell enough books to make a living. 

There are so many books out there. Who thought we needed computer programs to generate more?


Get Back to Bratz vs. Anthropic, Gail


Oh, yes. Well, my understanding is that Bratz vs. Anthropic wasn't originally a class action case, a judge ruled it one at some point, which is how my family member and I and many, many other people got involved. Anthropic has been hit with a $1.5 billion payout relating to the digital books it took from the pirate site. It's not going to mean a great deal to individual authors, though. Each book can get $3,000, but legal expenses have to be deducted first, and tradtionally published writers have to split what's left with our publishers. 

Not a great pay day, but I like to think that by filing my claim, I've made some paperwork headaches for someone at Anthropic.

Or maybe they've got Claude taking care of all this. Yeah, I bet that's it.

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*I was wrong to say people can do whatever they want with a book after they purchase it. They cannot, for instance, purchase a book and republish it with their name on it as the author. They cannot cut and paste material from the book into one of their own and claim it as their own work. That is not what is known as fair use. No one had purchased writers' work and then used it to train a computer program before. This court case was about whether or not that particular use was legal.



Friday, April 10, 2026

Friday Done List April 10

Well, this was a better week. Yes, I'm feeling better. 

Goal 1. Write And Publish Adult Short Stories, Essays, and Humor 

  • Made two submissions.
  • Attended a Zoom workshop.
  • Finished a short story, except I've got to do something about the last few lines.
  • Am considering a new series of essays for Medium that I would publish myself, not through publications.

Goal 2. Build Community/Market Work/Brand Myself and My Work

  • Did a blog post.
  • Promoted the blog post.
  • Have plans to increase writing about time here.
  • Updated the What's New and Essays, Short Stories, and Humor sections of my website. That hadn't been done for a while. It took a couple of weeks for me to do my section of the job. Computer Guy did his in a couple of hours.


Wednesday, April 08, 2026

Seeking Time: A Rebrand

I have been writing about time management, specifically for writers, since January, 2012 as part of a feature I called Time Management Tuesday. That's more than fourteen years for those of you who don't like to do math. The month before I got started writing about time management I wrote here: 

"Organization and self-discipline are not things I learned at my mother's knee. Or at all. I have to make major efforts to manage my time so I can write. Always. It's not a linear process. It's more two steps forward and one step back, if I'm lucky and I haven't fallen over altogether, metaphorically speaking. Then I get started again. I'm always reading about better ways to manage time in all aspects of my life in order to isolate time to work. This has been going on for years. I won't even get into how many years."

I've tapered off with the time management writing, because, as I said last week, many random on-line people claim the expertise to write about time management, and I don't want to be another one of them. But, also as I said last week, in the time that I haven't been writing about time management my management of time has been spiraling. Back when I was writing about time, "I was hungry for ways to get things done and sometimes even finding a few." 

Finding those occasional ways to get things done provided a sense of optimism that I'd enjoy feeling again. 

Seeking Time


Among the things I've learned these last fourteen years is that time cannot be controlled. There is always more to do than there is time to do it, and the more to do comes at you when it will, not when you want it. Knowing that, the old title, Time Management Tuesday, seems woefully inaccurate. It also gives the appearance of expertise that I can't claim. I am only a seeker, one who is willing to seek everywhere, not just in what might be called the field of traditional "time management." So, I'm changing the title of this feature to Seeking Time.  


Additionally, without the "Tuesday" in the title I eliminate the pressure to write and publish a time-related post every week and give myself the option to post any day. 

A positive impact on my time! I'm feeling optimistic already.


Friday, April 03, 2026

Friday Done List April 3

It's Easter Week. Whatever time I haven't been baking and cleaning, I've been angsting about not being able to write. In Four Thousand Weeks, Oliver Burkeman says sometimes we have to accept we can't do everything.

Next week I will begin again.